Friday, December 16, 2011

The seasons change

It's half way through December with the holidays in full effect.  Visiting with friends and family is great. The obvious differences in our families lives and our style of living are so far apart.  Ive had 3 significant de ja vue's  in the  past months, but havent told any one, wouldn't even know how to explain.  I have about an average of about 4-16 de ja vue every year fo the past 10-13 years never really discussed..  These are not you ordinady DJV but in stead i have a dream of a place, people, scenes, particular lighting, catch phrases or weird specific nuencese of life I cant explain.  I dont dream frequently, or remember 99% of my dreams, but every once in a while I will wake from a vivid lucid dream with picular details that make no since to anything to me, then get store whithin a deep part of my mind.  Only to notice them months or years later in real life . 
      Everyy so often these small fragments will come back to me at certain times with no spefic pattern or reason.  This has been happening for a decade now, and is so memories are so vague that I can get little of the meaning. 2 days ago it happened again.
        My most recent DJV was just last week, we (lauren and I ) were walking back from climbiing and I noticed a specific point where my mind drifted to a specific image, feeling, lighting,and timing identical of my dream 2 years prior, just so the audience knows the trigger was a unique ending to a conversation, specific view of the trail and scenery.  Havent even thought about that dream ever, when I had the dream coudnt rembember what it was about, would any body see that as on the right path or not?